my music

welcome to my discography! i've been making music since around 2019, and some of my older work is veryyyy not good. so beware.

raven / nightbird

May 14, 2026

length: 12:46 / 2 tracks

raven / nightbird is my first work of 2026 and, i think, better than anything that came before. i really had a lot of fun with sound design with this one! the cover art and the alternative cover (which is the track art for nightbird) are slightly edited photos from one night when i decided to try and take artistic nudes. obviously i didn't include anything explicit in the final images, but the alt cover is a picture of my hand over my breast, lol.

Afterlight

October 19, 2025

length: 83:58 / 15 tracks

Afterlight is a fairly dark album. when i made it, i was experimenting with microtonality and drone; both things i'd never really explored before, but which i think really added a lot to the final product. Afterlight is a very personal album to me, partly because of the use of various samples from my own life. this album is a big step up from any of the work that came before it for sure.

Utrinikai / Sunkiller

January 12, 2025

length: 14:14 / 3 tracks

Utrinikai / Sunkiller is a single. well, a double. okay, it's a triple. i kind of went overboard with it. i consider this release part of the same "era" as transience... the album cover definitely fits stylistically. the free release contains the two titular tracks, one of which is reworked from something pretty old, and the download adds a third (an updated version of a SMUSH track).

soundsmush, vol. 1

September 29, 2024

length: 136:35 / 25 tracks

if you've spent any time on this site, this one probably looks familiar! this album is a compilation of the first 25 SMUSH tracks. because of that, it's really not an album experience; i mostly made it just so i could properly release them. the release date is the original date i started adding to the album. initially, it was going to be continuously updated with every new SMUSH, but once i slowed down quite a bit, i decided to cut it off at 25. maybe the next 25 will be volume 2 :)

Portal Re:/ Flashed OST

September 29, 2024

length: 30:51 / 8 tracks

this album is not my finest work. it's the soundtrack to the newgrounds game Portal Re:/ Flashed, and i was commissioned 60 usd to make it. i don't think it came out horribly, but i'm also not that proud of it in hindsight. the cover art was made by JamesTDG, the artist for the game.

still life, vol. 1

September 16, 2024

length: 22:47 / 6 tracks

the purpose of this compilation, really, was to de-clutter my bandcamp page. i felt that i had moved on in terms of quality from those early singles, and decided to collect them all into one album. the one exception is gobernacion; i liked it enough to leave it as its own thing. snowfield would have remained as well, but i included it in transience already.

finity (extended version)

September 15, 2024

length: 12:00 / 1 track

this is an extended version of the track finity from transience. pretty self-explanatory. i wanted to make a longer version, and decided to use this version on the cassette release of transience, because i think small enhancements like that are neat.

transience

August 23, 2024

length: 60:34 / 14 tracks

transience is my first full-length album. i was very proud of it at the time, and i still think it holds up decently well. it's definitely got some issues — the mixing is really quite abysmal, for one — but i hold it dear to my heart, since it represents my trans journey of self-discovery that i was going through at the time. also, one of the bonus tracks was made by my friend laiopsol :3

Magnetic Circuit (Cover)

August 19, 2024

length: 3:43 / 1 track

this one is a bit of an odd one out. for some reason i just... never put it on bandcamp? i think it's far too late for that now, lol. this track is a cover/remix of Magnetic Circuit (aka calm4.ogg) by Notch. i had fun with the video, it's footage of me shooting a bunch of mobs with a gun in a minecraft beta jar mod that i made haha.

gobernacion

April 28, 2024

length: 4:18 / 1 track

gobernacion was really fun to make. the concept of the track is that it's almost entirely composed of phone samples; i was on a trip to mexico, and recorded various dial tones and other samples from the hotel room's landline. the cover art is a picture of an airplane cockpit. the pilot and copilot let me go in and take photos :3

snowfield

March 2, 2024

length: 5:22 / 1 track

snowfield is, i think, the best of the singles i released pre-transience. it was the second "best song" that i made, Mercury being my first. i still feel like it holds up relatively well, and i think it was a good choice to include it on transience.

Palm Tree Reverie

February 4, 2024

length: 4:26 / 1 track

this is a remix of Palmtree Panic "P" Mix from Sonic CD! it was definitely fun to make. it's very muddy; not a pleasant listen. but i did enjoy making a little video for it, which you can watch here.

found

January 2, 2024

length: 3:48 / 1 track

found was my second attempt at breakcore. i actually still like how this one sounds; i even still use the lead synth patch sometimes!

routine

December 29, 2023

length: 3:54 / 1 track

this was the first song i ever made with my midi keyboard! i tried a few times to remake it, but never managed to get it to sound good.

shattered

November 26, 2023

length: 3:09 / 1 track

the second single i released. shattered was an attempt at breakcore; it's definitely amateurish, but i kinda like it! hehe

Mercury

September 23, 2023

length: 2:08 / 1 track

oh boy. Mercury was the first single i ever released on bandcamp; i had recently gotten my hands on fl studio, and it was one of the first things i ever made using it. definitely does not hold up anymore, but for a brief time i was worried i'd never make anything as good is this again. look at how far i've come :3

BEWARE!!!

everything past this point is OLD and GARBAGE!!! you have been warned! down from here, none of these were ever released on bandcamp. some of them were released on youtube; some were never publically released at all. the one thing they have in common? they're all very, very bad.

1

May 8, 2023

length: 1:49 / 1 track

as far as i remember, this is the very last thing i made in beepbox before i switched to fl studio. it was also the first thing i ever made that i actually liked; i don't think it's held up well, but it really was what pushed me to think, "hey, maybe i could actually do this music thing." this was also something i made during a very tumultuous period of my life; i remember exactly where the cover photo was taken.

untitled_1

July 18, 2022

length: 3:11 / 4 tracks

creative name, i know. this is absolute garbage. the runtime is pitiful and it's not listenable. but you have to start somewhere, right? this was made in beepbox, as all of my earliest work was. i distinctly remember the cover art being inspired by mixes and bps by C418.

solitaire

March 25, 2022

length: 0:52 / 1 track

and here we are, the first track i ever released publically. by this point, i'd been messing around in beepbox for a while, but this was the first thing i'd ever made that i was proud of. in hindsight, honestly... i still kind of like it. it's very short and very simple. but i'd like to remake it someday.

beepbox

you've reached the very end now. this is the first music i ever made (that i have records of). these exist only as beepbox links and i don't have dates for any of them. truly uncharted territory, i know!

there are probably more beepbox projects still floating around in old private messages somewhere... if i manage to find them, i'll be sure to update this page.

sincerely, thank you for listening to my music. if you've checked out all of this, or skimmed through it, i'm sure you can see that it's been a journey. i'm seriously proud of where i've made it to, especially considering where i started. the dream really is possible!